Here is a cut from some 40 years ago.\
Dirty Deeds.

This is JJ just last month or so.
Now you get it?
She is still singing the song she wrote about me some 50 years ago.

And still looks great.........just wononderful.

I hate myself too. I should have forced myself to stay with her.
I should have found a way to stay with her.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

This is almost exactly to the point, what JJ was to me that day back in /56 or so.
If you don't understand me now, you never will.

She was kinda quite and shy at the time.......
Her words were actually...you leafvin' me now?
And she cried. Years later,k she did this song.
She still does it in every concert she does.

If you can get close enough to you, she will explain...Go away.........

She had this attitude..........like.....who the F are you???
Marched right straight up at me like....Hey, dude, this is MY turf, you are NOT from NY, kid...........And yes, she said...'kid'....more history on that word.

But...she marched right up and said, so..........you're not from around here, are you? She actually said that,.

So, Btch.......you wanna touch me??? There???

I swear, those were her very words. The song of the same name was written much later.It was a defining moment in my life...oh, yeah. The choice between going and staying that day, we'd be looking at a bunch of little Jettisons or Jettigurlz running amok right now and you'd not be dealing with me at all............

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

In my later years, I became aware of this planet's amazing musical talents.
And just as that happened, a young man by the name of Stevie Ray Vaughan bit the dust on a hilly, foggy night whilst I was trying to drive home from same.
The jackass helecopter pilot flew into a mountain.
When I heard the news on the radio the next morniing, it was like.......
Dead stop, towers down, hit the floor. And I did. Literally. My boss was about to call in some medics. Took a week offa work.

Stevie Ray Vaughan:) I saw him in a concert once in Stockholm.
"Pride and Joy"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH-HkRzU7iE
He also played Voodoo Child (Slight Return) by Jimi Hendrix!

In my later years, I became aware of this planet's amazing musical talents.
And just as that happened, a young man by the name of Stevie Ray Vaughan bit the dust on a hilly, foggy night whilst I was trying to drive home from same.
The jackass helecopter pilot flew into a mountain.
When I heard the news on the radio the next morniing, it was like.......
Dead stop, towers down, hit the floor. And I did. Literally. My boss was about to call in some medics. Took a week offa work.

Stevie Ray Vaughan:) I saw him in a concert once in Stockholm.
"Pride and Joy"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH-HkRzU7iE
He also played Voodoo Child (Slight Return) by Jimi Hendrix!

If not for the tragedy that day, the show still might have gone down in history.
The talent on stage that night was immense.
SRV, Jimmie Lee, Robert Cray, Eric Clapton. Too many others to mention...because I cannot remember them all. The fog came in, and that was the trouble. I had one hell of a time trying to drive home that night, and I was sober.... Spent several hours dodging the right highway line trying to stay out of the ditch on the way home on highway 41/....

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

If not for the tragedy that day, the show still might have gone down in history.
The talent on stage that night was immense.
SRV, Jimmie Lee, Robert Cray, Eric Clapton. Too many others to mention...because I cannot remember them all. The fog came in, and that was the trouble. I had one hell of a time trying to drive home that night, and I was sober.... Spent several hours dodging the right highway line trying to stay out of the ditch on the way home on highway 41/....

Speaking about Eric Clapton.
If he had been to the funeral of Stevie Ray Vaughan he would probably play "Tears in Heaven".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmLQes4tmtM
This song is the most played song in Swedish churches at funerals.

If not for the tragedy that day, the show still might have gone down in history.
The talent on stage that night was immense.
SRV, Jimmie Lee, Robert Cray, Eric Clapton. Too many others to mention...because I cannot remember them all. The fog came in, and that was the trouble. I had one hell of a time trying to drive home that night, and I was sober.... Spent several hours dodging the right highway line trying to stay out of the ditch on the way home on highway 41/....

Speaking about Eric Clapton.
If he had been to the funeral of Stevie Ray Vaughan he would probably play "Tears in Heaven".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmLQes4tmtM
This song is the most played song in Swedish churches at funerals.

The song was written by Clapton in the aftermath of the tragic death of his son Connor. It is arguably and sadly one of his best songs.
Tears for Connor.......

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

This is almost exactly to the point, what JJ was to me that day back in /56 or so.
If you don't understand me now, you never will.

What I do understand is that your tales are getting sillier by the week, and you are sinking frther down the line.

You are by your own admission 58, which means that you were born in 1957. Joan Jett was born in 1958.

Wow, didn't you both do well before either of you were born, back in 1956 ....

This is JJ just last month or so.
Now you get it?
She is still singing the song she wrote about me some 50 years ago.

In 1965, you were 8, Joan Jett was 7. Yep Childhood prodigys all right.

Now you are starting to get the gyst, Chris.
She was. I was. If I get the timeline wrong, it is just my bad memory kicking in.
No, I am not sinking, Chris.
Just delving somewhat deeper into my mind than I have given myself the liberty of doing ever before. There are some things hidden even to myself that I have recovered from and not known until now.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And Chris... just to get it out and in the open for all others to appreciate.

I do, at times, have a sincere love of you trying to be my little 'guardian angel' at times. I might rail at it on first blush, but in the aftermath, I am most appreciative of you doing so.
You are the truest of friends being so kind as to point out the error of my ways, and whilst that might not stop me from taking the road less travelled, it has at times amended my path.

I just thought the time was right to acknowledge that.

Here, here...for Chris.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Some fine seamanship there.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Kittys get cold feet there.
Some men do not.
North we mush.

And if you did not notice, this cut is in stereo sound.
Something I do not find much on youtube.
But it is....indeed supplied as such if your equipment supports it.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Kittes are better mushers than dog, and far more reliable.
Not to mean that I would no trust my life3 to a pack of Huskies...\

Certainly would. But I would rather go North with a ton of cats.

Meow, to Alaska, meow north, the ruch is on.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

This is almost exactly to the point, what JJ was to me that day back in /56 or so.
If you don't understand me now, you never will.

She was kinda quite and shy at the time.......
Her words were actually...you leafvin' me now?
And she cried. Years later,k she did this song.
She still does it in every concert she does.

If you can get close enough to you, she will explain...Go away.........

She had this attitude..........like.....who the F are you???
Marched right straight up at me like....Hey, dude, this is MY turf, you are NOT from NY, kid...........And yes, she said...'kid'....more history on that word.

But...she marched right up and said, so..........you're not from around here, are you? She actually said that,.

So, Btch.......you wanna touch me??? There???

I swear, those were her very words. The song of the same name was written much later.It was a defining moment in my life...oh, yeah. The choice between going and staying that day, we'd be looking at a bunch of little Jettisons or Jettigurlz running amok right now and you'd not be dealing with me at all............

As we parted ways, I some less than generational things out the back door.
Years later, I think she got it.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And, I shall leave you to ponder this one.
I have led many lifes in my time, no more than I do today.
Thers is a massage in most all that I say and do.
You need to hear it again.

The touch of the master's hand. Almost gone but not yet.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Time now for the ol' kittyman to run honm.
One of you might understand one day.

\

The kitties must rin hoje nto ther8r ni89bboesl\\I must foollow them.\

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Time now for the ol' kittyman to run honm.
One of you might understand one day.

\

The kitties must rin hoje nto ther8r ni89bboesl\\I must foollow them.\

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

I do understand why some folks might like this banned to polotics.
I also understand why some might like it banned altogether.

I also understand that the Lord above asked me to post this for him, and as such I shall do so.

There is a simple understanding my Lord above and I have.
He asks, and I obey. No other words are spoken, just understanding and trust.

That is what most religion is based upon.
Even athieiist religions or lack of same.

So, indulge me this bit. For there are many who hang high or low depending.
I, myself can take the high road or the ditch.


I have been both places.

I don't posess the book anymore. I passed it on years ago to the true walker.
I have nothing to offer here and now other that the past.
My words are gleaned from the little I am able to remeber from the text whilst is was in my short grip.
That was about 70 of your earth years ago.
Maybe more, I have slept some.

Why is it you want it so bad?I know why.
I understand. That is why I no longer posess it. I was not strong enough to maintian it's integrity. It is in the hands now of someone I trust implicitly.
Somebody earth has no knowledge of,k so they cannot corrupt it.
The knowledge it contains is secure. Locked down, safe. Even I cannot ever access it anymore. But it is trusted to a safe with a time lock about 1000 years from now. If any of us exists at that time, open the vault.
I suspeect that what you shall find will be similar to this..............

I know this truth, you might as well accept it............
I shall alone ride away if you do not.
Go ahead, wield. I alone shall ride away............because I for one, told the truth as I know it. And kiddos, that is a fine blade to bear.
You can run, but you cannot hide.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9IfHDi-2EA&index=25&list=RDX0hgBB0fisU

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rOZZ
Music
Pictures

I don't have it anymore. I don't have it in my hands anymore.
I shall however, and am able to smite anybody who tries to follow it's path.
I have that ability, and that much power.
'Witness this.
You don't want to go there unless you are one of the chosen.
Weapons don't work here. I am your last hope.

This is truth, not drama.

There is nothing left that you have called home.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

End of ilne.
Simply nothing else to offer, so I depart now.

You, of course, may have some questions remaining....



I';; make another pass in a few ykears and will address them at that time.
Life as you know it, is not what you know it.

I have a kitttt y that needs all of my attention now.


The book can wait. It always has.

Meow.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9IfHDi-2EA&index=25&list=RDX0hgBB0fisU

Johnny Cash are becoming more and more an artist that I like.
First time I heard him was a recording from San Quentin to the inmates.
Late 60's I Think.