I have posted to the clip as such...............

"Once she understands his sickness as her own, she desires to be with him."

She no longer wants to run.
This is a point in the movie that some do not understand.
A young woman at some times wants to be with an older man who has been through and understood a lot more than she has.

Ricci, in character, reaches that point earlier in the role than some might think.
And starts to fall in love with the ol' black blues man forever, despite what the talkers in town start to think.

Beware me as well. I have charms and graces that "I ain't played for nobody in years."
I have some things I ain't told no gurl in years, not even Lori.

When that time comes, and I don't have much longer, some are gonna be shocked.

It's that Black Snake Moan....And I gots it...kids. I had it from birth, and I got it still.............................................

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So, when I talk at times about knowing about the fifties and payola.......kids, I paid big time. You have not a clue.

PS.........yes, I know I was just in my teens then. I did have the cash and knew what to do with it. I know the time stamps. I, at this age, have a problem with points in time. But, this is not one of them...K? When you live it, you remember it.

Sorry Mark gonna challenge you. If you were 16 in 1959 that makes you 71 today. Aged 19 in 1953 makes you 80. There is no such group or song that I can see 1950's top 40

They arsoned the studio the next night and everything was lost.

Then that would have been in the local papers. Got a location so it can be checked?

Chris..you are one of my best friends and yet, one of my stongest detractors at best/

I don't have to PROVE anything I say.....you only have to believe it for it to be true.

I have the balls to go there, you should have the balls to follow me there.
I have bits in my kit to prove what I say, you know one little bit of them, kiddo//.

I am the black snake...........
I have proven that time and time again.
And have the scars to prove it.
Get offa my case, friend. Realize that I am more than you have come to know, and let it rest at that. Would serve you well.

Destiny, my destiny...is not yours to suffer or administer.
Black Snake runs deep.

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And furthermore..........
If, Chris...and I express the IF.
My stories of life should prove to be nonfactual, they would still be valid as stories of my life's experience. Becauese I BELIEVE they are true.
When my total tale is done and read here and by my Lord, he shall know which are which.

Not yours to decide now. I claim all stories to be true. If you wish to deride me on one or another, I shall not debate time and date stamps, buddy.
They are just all recollections, stored in my mind, each and every one of them factual at that point in time. I am simply unable to unravel the whole spool at once anymore. So, I give bits and pieces of reality as what it was to me back then. Quit bashing me for sharing my quite exceptional life, Chris.

Please, try to understand that there are some that have experienced even more than you have.

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Get your s//t together.

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If there was anything I could say to my friends and otherwize readers of my posts throughout my most painful banishment here, it would be to say that no matter what, I have always remained myself.

I dunno what little time I have left on this earth. It is gradually growing dimmer day by day.
That is the way life works. I do what I can with the time I have, and I spend it as I choose.

Not the right choice, sitting here behind a bank of one of the most powerful computer camps her on Seti? I suppose you could say that.
It's a life choice at this point. A lifelong commitment it has been.

Not anybody but mine to make.

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The one thing you should all know is that I truly believe that I am from kpax.
Or something like another like another world you have not yet discovered.

I was sent here to guide and perhaps lend a hand to your efforts to find us.

In reality, yours......I do not exist. But on kpax, I am alive and well, in so much as your terms describe.

I have posted a scene some many times that describes to you our relationship in terms I though might convey the meaning of our relationship.

These have failed, apparently, but could I try one last time to perhaps convey the distance between where you and I come from? The movie says it quite eloquently. Prot, in my absence, stands in, and says all that is required.
Absolutely Nothing.

As prot says........I don't come from where you come from, Dr. Becker...or any of you.

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Some day....
Read my notes.

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[quote}
So, there I go now.
Whether I pop out from it or not again, only I shall know.

You may enquire, politely, at the door.
Do not be surprised if nobody answers.
Or if I do, dressed in drag aquuire.
I just might have some other secrets to reveal...........or not.


You might be pretty groovy...........Chris, you need a mechanic?

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I do wish that politic correctness had not overtaken our genitals so succinctly.
Such as it is..........
Gawd as funny as these scenes are, the social implications are simply sick.

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WTF??/


Gone wild???

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You see, my dear kittys,
That I am quite kwippy.
And most dearly..........amusing.

I have some thing quite,
beyond the tripe,
And pretty amusing.

I can deal with with a
bitch or two,
Actually I fine it
A bit amusing.

I don't like you all.
Think I shall....
Find it forever in my musing.

I shall stop short there.

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How fast is the speed of light?
I've always wanted to ask her also...

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I am not the prince of darkness.
Not as some would have you believe.
The devil lies in wait, preying on the weak and on those who
have no choice. I am not the devil........he lives and waits for every one of you.

Here is a man who damn near nailed who the devil was..................
Except for God himself, I give you Paul Harvey.

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I rely little on anybody but myself. And God.
He who had me borne upon this world holds my life within his hands.
And shall take me from it gently, I hope and pray.

Oh yes, kids I do pray.
Very much and very often.

I do not preach much here on Seti, but I am looking for the God factor, unexplained, as much as little green men.
That is why I do this. I believe their is God above. Always and forever .
And I believe that if this project can possibly detect a particle of space and time he chanced to leave behind, that would prove His existence.

That I guess is why I have spent thousands upon thousands of dollars upon this search.\
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Not exactly looking for little green men, but for the single God particle.

Like my self, the little bit left behind. In the explosion that begot our universe, he must have lost a little bit somewhere. And I am going to find it.

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Every single one of my mind chemical are crashing today...........
I don't know when I can return to ypo/.


Bad, bad day.

I told you about this............................................................................

The kitties help wosmetiimes.
And i am not drinking, kids...I am crasshing.





down and out. jeus I dont know why.

It is ma be better when i drink. wow .................
I go now.

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Brain chems....
Does anybody of you f'ing knobles of men )or women=
Know what the F I am talking about or am I pissing in the bereeze again???????????????????????????

F .this.

This I s why I was gone for so longm, kids..............

Bang bang...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXmaE0041Y0
icry too...screw yar all for the day now.

you that you knew it all. you did not.

damn you for upsspsing you did.
dunnot why i
cared or creyes my out out anyway for all that time.
yo obviusly din not.........................................................................................I go now..................

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i ricker the right box..
I found a kittei sausaje kityye..
I get points for being cloose, eh...
brainchems ar not wurking...yet.


kittesh are triing....meow

it wus the friskees vid....

it helps.... mew.....i cannot likn it just now.

ona better day.

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IT took me Ten minutes to Makethis post.
Buyt I had to.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4Sn91t1V4g&x-yt-cl=85114404&x-yt-ts=1422579428
I catches dot...lol....why so long i dont kno..
i am cirtpped in head now.

not jokeeeee any more.


not drink. star at wall.

not good..

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Kids...
I am OK at present.
I think I may have had a small stroke last night.
Things got really weird.
Space and time were not accessible to me.
I am not going to the doc, because if it's going to happen, they cannot fix it.
I am OK just now.
I see by the time stamps on my posts I was zoned for minutes or hours.

I actually did manage to see and post some of the Friskies super bowl vids...LOL.

Now, you have to know I am the kittyman, if I could do that in that state...

God does love me so................

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not a gig game to me wither...
I am OK, I think.

Gbut the game is just another game.
no packers, no game.

amI posting OK kids....

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster