And let me get this clear.
You are like Newspaper reporters........
I consider you all cowards for hiding under the mod tag and not discussing this openly and above board with me.

Openness one of my motto's Mark. Anything can be discussed, with respect.

Ahh, the respect word.
You are one of the few that has tried to afford me such.
Thanx, gurl.

BTW.. I intentionally misspell.

I use 'gurl' for those I like./

Thank you Mark..

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Music
Pictures

Thank you Mark..

Our history most do not know.

Your are one of my many gurls.
Few have my love as you do.
Meow.

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simply adorable.
I wish I had the talent to just drew sketches of what I see in my mind.

A long story, k?
But in the end you shall see.

Sketch artist does Toothless........

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A time to awaken to new worlds.
I was just told that I have a beacon to shine.
A torch to hold.
Something to 'live up to'.

I am not sure I can live up to what I was able to in the past, my friends.
Not yet, at least. Maybe never, I dunno just yet.

My soul is intact, but my arms are weaker these days.

On the plus side, my soul is stronger than ever.
I have a roof over my head, 3 cats, and 9 crunchers.
Few on earth are so blessed.

As to the opinion that I am not doing my part as king cheerleader at present.
Hey, I gotta get up and walk first, eh?


Don't you think I deserve a break?
I just came back on the boards after judicial review.

I just don't think I have regenerated enough street creds to start asking anybody for support for the project just yet.

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I simply am played out.
Both figuratively and literally.
I just don't have much inspiration in my at the moment, and it shall take some time to regenerate.

I am most thankful for being allowed my voice on the forums again. That does help a bunch.
But the pain and the toll it took on me for being banished for months is hard to recover from.

I am still a hurting unit.

Each post brings me a little closer to who I was and am still.
But, tonight I had a couple of post banned yet again for just voicing my opinion and using one bad word in the lot.


I am very happy to be back, but don't, any of you, expect me to be a different person than what I ever was. I might try to adjust a bit to stay on the boards, but I am not going to recant my religion...LOL.

If anybody here though I was going to do an about-face and start marching to a different drummer...........Oh, Lordy.
Just remember that I am I am Oddball....
My rigs are faster than any other rigs in the European field of operation..
Or the American side. If I found the bridge wished for in the movie, I wouls tank every single cruncher on the planet.
Have a little faith, babies, have a little faith.

I just need about sixty feet of bridge.
I have some speakers here that play youtube REAL LOUD. When I fire up the RX7 in the driveway and rev it.........the neighbors all wonder...F. Let them.

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Could I see some positive responses for a bit?
It would help a lot.

Always with them negative waves, baby.
Always with then negative waves.

Patient 287..
That would be me.
I have internet access, and that allows me to live my alternate life.
You really don't know if I lie or jest about me existence.

When I share this clip, it is real.

As it says, life goes around in an infinite loop.
Whatever mistakes we make today shall be repeated ad infinitum.
Endless loop.

I, for the time being, am happy to be on the turntable.


But folks......
I do know how to step off, and one day I just might leave you far behind.

I have all of the keys. When and if it happens, do not be so surprised.

Meow. I might one day be seaking to you from a different planet.
Kpax does exist. I can go there on a whim.
I must go ther for a consultation right now.
They seem to think I am crazy....
ow.......................................

If you want to jump in with me...........Make sure you can swim.

Because I don't come from where you come from.

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Yes, I am just now waking up to my posting possibilities............

Hello, Bluebird...

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I am just now posting this song.
Not because of the things that have now passed, but because I really do like th song.

If it burns a little too much in some folk's ears, so be it.
Some shoes are hard to wear at first fit.
And some wanna go on telling everybody that as a poster I'm not fit..


I am not pointing it in anybody's direction at the moment.......although a few months ago I might have.
Your choice.

Harper Valley, USA.
The slide guitar master is quite the dude in those colors, and he has the lick down to a T. Very well mastered.

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Moving on....

This one always give me a chuckle.
She has certainly worked it into a grocery buying franchise/

Oopp boppa meow meow.

Elvira........oh, migh.

Of all of us creatures that crawl in the night, you would have thought that aside from Jett and I would have met this one somewhere along the way.
Nope, never did.

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And this is something creatures of the night find on the net at times.
Something purely funny and never would have sought out.
Cohen owes me nintety seven dollars.

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And the ballad of one such as I.
The 142nd fastest gun.....nice drum kick.....in the west.


Now 141 could draw faster than he, but Irving was looking for 143...........
The James gang was coming at the break of dawn.........
When the sun came up, Irving's gun was there.
But Irving was gone.

The Ballad of Irving.

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And I just don't know.
But I do think about these things.

I should have been born just a few years earlier and might have married Kay Starr instead of meeting JJ on that boardwalk.
That would present quite a different story than I tell today.
A matter of hours or minutes can find one in a totally different world than the one I now fine myself in.

Kay was a lovely gurl too..........Meow indeed.
I certainly could have fallen in love with this one too.

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And just WHY does this crap exist?
Never hav i.

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There is another version of the Irving song.....................

Tinging things/\\
Mepw 141 could draw faster than he, but who, he wondered was 143?


The 142nd fastest gun. rimshot..In the west.

Meow.

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There was much violence and hurt in my world when I was away.

I became a friend of Riddick.
And he trained me in survival techniques.

I no longer have to suffer any fool on this planet.

I can handle them all now.
Sleep is my best friend at present.

I have had a lot of revelations in sleep.

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LOL... such a boisterous Maine Coon kitty......

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A true cinematic wonder.
I was there.

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The mods won't diss this one.
Most of them are far too young to have been there.

Play nice, kids.

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I have to do some research now..............
I always thought that Kay Starr was a white gurl.
This cut makes me wonder.
WTF?

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And this gets WAYYYY into the darkest regions of my mind.

I was just trying to open a package of cream cheese for my lunch.

And it seemed to me that the foil was resisting my attempts.
And then it kinda smiled at me....like Toothless the dragon.

It actually looked up at me and smiled.

I am not kidding........the cream cheese snarled at me....LOL.

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