it's not silly Julie ever since my life hit the fan so to speak I have always felt my gran was watching over me and pulling back from that dark scary place I have visited just when I get to the point of doing something realy stupid gran has all ways taped me on the shoulder and stoped me .

She sort of brought me up so she is like my mother

I reakon it means you have a beautiful kind sole and those that think ya crazy don't have a sole at all