http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tsB2b0_SO4

Yeah, rough rumors have it that she wrote it about me.

Just what are you after, son?

You have something to share that you don't think I know, or are you just being a tosser?

I can deal with you any way you want. Posting publically, PMing privately, for hiring my lawyers. What is it that you wish from me at this time?

Just yanking? If so, you picked a pretty good topic.

I have been yanked before on the topic.

Now, just what do you pretend to ask of me?

An answer in the next few minute is all I ask, or I shall consider you a wanker like all others before you and say nano nano.
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Get real or get done, as the saying goes.
I don't sweat fools lightly.

If you think you have touched on a nerve, son. Yes, you did. and quite by accident. I have more knowledge of the subject than you could ever unnerve me with.
You are not Cheri, are you?

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No way it is a problem,.

I have certain knowledge than only Joan an I can verify.
Just another wanker. Thanks for the cut.


I long ago gave up trying to respond to all other people that accosted me because I had slept with her for one single night.

I don't really know where DMM whatever is coming from, not concerned with it whatsoever.
I have been in contact with Joan's lawyers from time to time, concerning my relationship with her and my posting about such. They consider me harmless to her trade. And that is the end point. They know what I say, they know what I confess. They are not concerned, legally. It's all just heresay, not legally admittable in a court. She, through an attorney, said, quote......."If you slept with me back then, buddy, I could not contest that." "I slept with a lotta guys and gurls back then, and you know very well I did not keep a log of who and where. You were all just sleepovers."
End of court case.
Now, you have any other honest questions you wish to ask of me?

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mK6tcgsKgps

Oh, now I know where you are coming from.
I do wish you would not be so speechless, my friend.
You and I are kindred spirits, and should not be kept so far apart.\\
You have me PM and this addy, and can contact me at any time you wish.

I could even give you my cell, but not in pubic, you see.

I am not one you should be so shy with.

I am sometimes shy myself. Did you see my kitty vids this afternoon?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

You are a man or a gurl?

It does not matter, really. Just a point of reference, that is all.

I can embrace or love you either way.

Kiss me very gently, I am fragile, kid.....

I have been around,k but I am not too hardened.

Not so that I cannot sense innnocens or first love.

Oh, what a thrill, is it not?

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No PMs from me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGultrg7l0I


supposing, for a mo, if Lori exists, Has 'she' ever seen your posts here?

Nice phishing expedition there, feds.
I don't and never wish to go, where you wish I had wandered.
Just not my thingy.
You all go and play with your own dinga lings.
Now you know just why I sing about your little ding a little lings.

And you cannot reach me.............you know that.
And you know just why.
So, get pissed off and cry like I do.
I have your number.you have mine.

I am not going anywhere tonight, have dinner yet?
It's kinda late, I thing Burger King is still open.
Taco Bell might be on the south side of town.

I won't invite you in for dinner, kids. Have to fend for yourselves.
I got a number of things to do tomorrow.
Want to help with the wash? Oh, thought not.

I could get your socks fresh. I can smell them from here.
Got a quip you would like to share?
We do have joke thread here.
Join is.

Now, all that being said, you know me and I know you, so, I am going to sleep soon. So drop your coffee into your laps and let's all get some rest.
Work for you? I assure you, I am not going anywhere.

That '90 Olds you been watching for the last two days?

It ain't going anywhere, buds.
Not one foot from it's present space.

So,

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other than the Olds

Has 'Lori' ever seen you posts here, Markipu?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-lxNf4hqc4



hmmmmmmmm?

I am not going anywhere. so get offa my arese, buds.

Not on my watch, not this day, mutha fers. Not today, not tomorrow.

Get offa my lawn, kids. Just go away.
I know you and you know me. I have no plane tickets. You just get away from my lawn and all shall be OK. There is no reason for you to be hanging around anymore. Get real and get gone. IF you really want to speak to me, try knocking about 10 am tomorrrow.. I might answer then. Please, not tonight, I gots to get some sleep. Give me that grace, please.
I shall answer your stupid questions then.

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nonetheless

has 'Lori'

ever seen

your

posts

here


Markipu


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdhonK8NMm8



even for a KPax Tonka toy electrician, that should be a simplex question.


for the rest,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1QdRCaWqio

Not that it is your place to ask, but I shall answer.
Lori does not come here often, but I have been truthful with her.
She knows my past.
She knows my torn up heart very well, thank you very much.

Like the Loreena album. Thanks for the linkypu.

And, I don't appreciate your Tonka toy reference, thanks NOT.

Have a good one.

And please, stop referring to 'Lori' like she does not exist. Just because I have a wild soul does not mean I ignore her totally. I speak of her often enough here that you all know she does have a most secure place on my torn up tracks. And it is most unkind of you to posture otherwise.

What, next you are going to question whether Tigger II, Bandit, and Purrball exist? Or my dearly departed Squirrel kitty?

Or don't you even think I exist?

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Your parents always told you to eat everything on your plate.
Seems that this may have saved some big cats from extinction years ago.
From Fox News.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Perhaps this will help, I don't know... but I remember being told as a child that when we think of those we've loved and lost, we cast them in the warmest and brightest of sunbeams. If your Squirrel kitty was anything like any cat I've ever come across - then sunbeams are treasures :) and she would not want you to be sad whilst she basked in them.

All I have left now, anniet, is the memories, most of them quite kind, that I had of her when she was living.
There are some very hard memories to remember of her last few days with her, I try to block them, but they accost me still at times.
Including the moments when I had to let her go at the vet. I KNOW I did everything right by her, but it is still quite painful after all this time.

I went back to the end of my lot where she is buried today and cried a few tears and said hello again to her.......
I do talk to her at times, and let her know that she is not forgotten.
I think that is important to some in the next world.

The good point was that I saw a few buds coming back on the willow tree I buried her next to. That gave me a little bit of happiness to balance the sadness. Spring is usually SUCH a happy time for me........this year it's gonna be just a bit different. I love the return of life that Easter and spring signifies for our world. I just wish it could bring my girl back to me.
She was, other than Lori, the most significant force in my life for most of her 18 years. No other single soul could grace me with her presence more than Squirrel did. And, yes. I do believe that our companion animals have souls.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

All I have left now, anniet, is the memories, most of them quite kind, that I had of her when she was living.
There are some very hard memories to remember of her last few days with her, I try to block them, but they accost me still at times.
Including the moments when I had to let her go at the vet. I KNOW I did everything right by her, but it is still quite painful after all this time.

I had to do the same for our Sheba two Christmas eve's ago. The last thing she did was bite me really hard as she received the injection :( I didn't flinch or bat an eyelid, because although I knew (and she knew) we were doing the right thing for her, she'd been such an opinionated minx I think she was reprimanding me for putting her in her cat carrier and taking her out on a cold winter's day rather than summoning the vet to her cosy bedside to do the deed. :(

Stupidly perhaps, I treasure the scars. :)

I went back to the end of my lot where she is buried today and cried a few tears and said hello again to her.......
I do talk to her at times, and let her know that she is not forgotten.
I think that is important to some in the next world.

The good point was that I saw a few buds coming back on the willow tree I buried her next to. That gave me a little bit of happiness to balance the sadness. Spring is usually SUCH a happy time for me........this year it's gonna be just a bit different. I love the return of life that Easter and spring signifies for our world. I just wish it could bring my girl back to me.
She was, other than Lori, the most significant force in my life for most of her 18 years. No other single soul could grace me with her presence more than Squirrel did. And, yes. I do believe that our companion animals have souls.

Well if I accept that I have one, then I have to accept that they do too :) because the first lesson I learned as a very young child was that animals were far better friends to me than any human ever was. They taught me that there were such things as unquestioning love and boundless trust and loyalty, and they were the only ones that had any interest in drying my tears :) ... but I know of no religion that supports that :( Perhaps you (or someone else) does?

All I have left now, anniet, is the memories, most of them quite kind, that I had of her when she was living.
There are some very hard memories to remember of her last few days with her, I try to block them, but they accost me still at times.
Including the moments when I had to let her go at the vet. I KNOW I did everything right by her, but it is still quite painful after all this time.

I had to do the same for our Sheba two Christmas eve's ago. The last thing she did was bite me really hard as she received the injection :( I didn't flinch or bat an eyelid, because although I knew (and she knew) we were doing the right thing for her, she'd been such an opinionated minx I think she was reprimanding me for putting her in her cat carrier and taking her out on a cold winter's day rather than summoning the vet to her cosy bedside to do the deed. :(

Stupidly perhaps, I treasure the scars. :)

I went back to the end of my lot where she is buried today and cried a few tears and said hello again to her.......
I do talk to her at times, and let her know that she is not forgotten.
I think that is important to some in the next world.

The good point was that I saw a few buds coming back on the willow tree I buried her next to. That gave me a little bit of happiness to balance the sadness. Spring is usually SUCH a happy time for me........this year it's gonna be just a bit different. I love the return of life that Easter and spring signifies for our world. I just wish it could bring my girl back to me.
She was, other than Lori, the most significant force in my life for most of her 18 years. No other single soul could grace me with her presence more than Squirrel did. And, yes. I do believe that our companion animals have souls.

Well if I accept that I have one, then I have to accept that they do too :) because the first lesson I learned as a very young child was that animals were far better friends to me than any human ever was. They taught me that there were such things as unquestioning love and boundless trust and loyalty, and they were the only ones that had any interest in drying my tears :) ... but I know of no religion that supports that :( Perhaps you (or someone else) does?

anniet........
I think your are a most perceptive soul yourself.
You, more than most, seem to be able to absorb, analyze, and appreciate what some people post. I think, perhaps wrongly at times, that I can mince and dice my thoughts into words better than some. I weigh words and mince and toss them back and forth at times for hours before I post. Until I get whiskyfried. Then all gets tossed to the wind, it seems.
My fault, none of yours.

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And, although I may grieve for Squirrel for the rest of my life here on earth, I have 3 more by my side that I must prepare for.
They are all 12yo. Tigger II is showing some signs of her age. Well before Squirrel did. I know that Squirrel was an exception, living to over 18yo.

When I go to bed at night, the 3 girls swarm over me, and usually keep my up at least an hour after my bedtime. I cannot deny them. Tigger II has come to take up Squirrel's old spot on my chest. Bandit nuzzles endlessly until I concede to pet her little head to her content. And Purrball, she is a rather hefty kitty, sits there and stares at me until the others have gone to sleep and then she has her go at it...LOL. Purrball, with her size, shall not be denied.

So, do I bring new blood into the brood, or wait? I still am not sure what I shall do.

I DO know this much........When the time comes, it shall be a rescue kitty.
One who perhaps has been through as much as I have. The one who cowers back in her cage that nobody else is interested in.

A kitty soul battered and beaten, than cannot trust anybody other than myself.
It may take a bit of shelter searching to find her, but I shall.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

And, although I may grieve for Squirrel for the rest of my life here on earth, I have 3 more by my side that I must prepare for.
They are all 12yo. Tigger II is showing some signs of her age. Well before Squirrel did. I know that Squirrel was an exception, living to over 18yo.

That is a good age for a cat. :) I think the record age is something like 38, but I don't know whether that has been officially verified or not.

When I go to bed at night, the 3 girls swarm over me, and usually keep my up at least an hour after my bedtime. I cannot deny them. Tigger II has come to take up Squirrel's old spot on my chest. Bandit nuzzles endlessly until I concede to pet her little head to her content. And Purrball, she is a rather hefty kitty, sits there and stares at me until the others have gone to sleep and then she has her go at it...LOL. Purrball, with her size, shall not be denied.

:) All my girls are dainty little things - the boys on the other hand, once they arrive it's like being pinned under several tanks :)

So, do I bring new blood into the brood, or wait? I still am not sure what I shall do.

I DO know this much........When the time comes, it shall be a rescue kitty.

:) That is a very good idea!

One who perhaps has been through as much as I have. The one who cowers back in her cage that nobody else is interested in.

A kitty soul battered and beaten, than cannot trust anybody other than myself.
It may take a bit of shelter searching to find her, but I shall.

I find visiting animal shelters so hard :( but seeking out the one that has been there the longest, or is deemed the "ugliest" or most difficult to home is the only way I get through the ordeal of all those hopeful eyes. To be able to restore an animal's faith in us, when they have every reason not to trust us at all is one of the best feelings there is :)

Ps: Have you ever heard of Janus Cats? Came across them whilst trying to find out about the oldest kitties. I must say, I thought I knew a lot about cats, but I'd never heard of these.

And, although I may grieve for Squirrel for the rest of my life here on earth, I have 3 more by my side that I must prepare for.
They are all 12yo. Tigger II is showing some signs of her age. Well before Squirrel did. I know that Squirrel was an exception, living to over 18yo.

That is a good age for a cat. :) I think the record age is something like 38, but I don't know whether that has been officially verified or not.

When I go to bed at night, the 3 girls swarm over me, and usually keep my up at least an hour after my bedtime. I cannot deny them. Tigger II has come to take up Squirrel's old spot on my chest. Bandit nuzzles endlessly until I concede to pet her little head to her content. And Purrball, she is a rather hefty kitty, sits there and stares at me until the others have gone to sleep and then she has her go at it...LOL. Purrball, with her size, shall not be denied.

:) All my girls are dainty little things - the boys on the other hand, once they arrive it's like being pinned under several tanks :)

So, do I bring new blood into the brood, or wait? I still am not sure what I shall do.

I DO know this much........When the time comes, it shall be a rescue kitty.

:) That is a very good idea!

One who perhaps has been through as much as I have. The one who cowers back in her cage that nobody else is interested in.

A kitty soul battered and beaten, than cannot trust anybody other than myself.
It may take a bit of shelter searching to find her, but I shall.

I find visiting animal shelters so hard :( but seeking out the one that has been there the longest, or is deemed the "ugliest" or most difficult to home is the only way I get through the ordeal of all those hopeful eyes. To be able to restore an animal's faith in us, when they have every reason not to trust us at all is one of the best feelings there is :)

Ps: Have you ever heard of Janus Cats? Came across them whilst trying to find out about the oldest kitties. I must say, I thought I knew a lot about cats, but I'd never heard of these.

I have ample access to rescue kitties. I have donated to my local shelter and visited there many times, kiddo.
I know all about shelter kitties and their lost souls. I wish I could save each and ever one of them.

When was the last time, anniet, you went to your local shelter?
Walked the cages, saw the souls caged their? Last week?
Last month? Last year?

My last trip was last month, and as usual, broke my heart in two.
I wanted to hold every single one, and almost got the cops called on me because I would not let go of one of them.

They understood, but could not let me keep hold of the kitty. I just could not let go. I cried for days.

I may, at some point, take hold of another kitty soul.
I just don't quite see it at this point in time. Soon, maybe.

I have far too many demons to deal with at this point, and have not quite dealt with the loss of the last one. That must come first. Maybe never. I just do not know yet. When I have to walk past her grave in the back yard, it still hits way too hard. I have to stop and talk to her. I have to reassure her that I have not forgotten about her. I have to kiss her grave.

This may not be normal or natural, but I TOLD you how much it almost killed me when she left me. You knew this was not going to be a 'normal' end of life for a kitty vs myself. It has not been so far.
As I said, I have 3 others doting on me. Any one of them could go at any time now. Please pray that none of them do. I could not sustain it at this point in time. Give me a few more months,and maybe then I could handle the additional pain. Maybe not. Dunno. Don't wanna know. Don't need to know right now.

Hey, I do need to get a marker stone for Squirrel. Does anybody know of a place that had some reasonably priced, with a sentence or two, marker stones for past pets?
Most I have seen are obnoxious in price, hoping to prey on the sadness we all have for our past loved ones. I just wish a little stone with her name, to remember her by. I shall always remember why I buried her by the willow sapling.
Just a reminder,and a tribute, I guess.

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"Freedom is just Chaos, with better lighting." Alan Dean Foster

Edit:

It had to end some time.....
Riddick on new Mecca......

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